"Christian protocol is one of God's lovely means of grace. We all need much help in learning how to behave graciously towards one another, and protocol provides a simple means to that end--rules that demonstrate respect, kindness and brotherly love."And honestly, I need a lot of help in this area. In most things regarding homeschooling, I feel like the blind leading the blind, or, to put it another way, learning with my kids as we go. Also, with most things, when we try to do something that involves discipline and character improvement, we have many instances of complete failure and sometimes, I am the one leading my kids to the failure point. As DC Talk said so eloquently: "It only serves to confirm my suspicion that I am still a (wo)man in need of a Savior." It is also a good way to show the kids that when "we lose our way, we get back up again, never too late to get back up again." (TobyMac).
I decided to start on a topic that involves family's weak point in conversation--how to converse respectfully in all circumstances, especially to each other. Since we are together so much, familiarity can breed contempt, as they say and what I am working VERY hard for myself and my kids is to talk respectfully even when the other person is driving us crazy or being unkind. And I am trying to focus on the heart issues, not just on the behavior. The heart issue I think in our family is to show respect to people even when they are not acting like they deserve respect or acting respectfully to others, because all humans are made in the image of God and because God not only shows us respect but LOVE to all humans, even though, by our actions, we don't deserve it. And I illustrated the heart of etiquette as a house:
Grace is the foundation of etiquette, as this book discusses. Love is the roof because "...love covers over a multitude of sins" (1 Peter 4:8). One of the pillars of etiquette is respect, not just in speech, but in attitude, which is found in 1 Peter 2:17. Our church is encouraging its members to fulfill God's mission of bringing the gospel to the world by B.L.E.S.S.ing God, family and neighbors, and I thought it would be another good pillar for etiquette because the purpose of etiquette is to bless others. A long time ago, someone taught me the acronym T.H.I.N.K before you speak: Before saying something ask yourself if what you are about to say is True, Helpful, Interesting, Necessary (this is the "gotcha") or Kind. If it fails any of these things, reword it or be silent. I still need to THINK more. I linked it to love and blessings because it is a verbal way to bless and show love to others. And basic trust is, in some respects, necessary in all human interactions, though our ability to trust deepens as we get to know people better. And of course, trust is developed when we show respect. The verses written in house will be our memory verses for the year.
To encourage respectful dialogue, we have implemented a money-based reward system which is linked to electronic media privileges. They get money by making a respectful request the first time or by reporting a respectful request made to them by someone else. They can lose money by being disrespectful UNLESS, when their disrespectful behavior is highlighted, they apologize repentantly. Money is used to get electronics privileges (TV, video games, etc.). I am rewarding them when they bring to my attention something good that a sibling did because I want them to learn how to encourage others to do good works. When I am consistent, this is a good reward system. But take the idea and create your own reward system that works for your family. I also take time out to ask the kids to re-word what sounds like a demand into a respectful request, whether they are speaking to me or to a sibling. If they don't know how to say it (or are unwilling to think on their own), I "help" them by giving them a respectfully worded request and ask them to repeat it, which they do with gritted teeth.
It seems as I have been trying to deal with my heart and those of my kids, many things have come up which have made it difficult to live out this ideal. And many of us are using muscles that have atrophied from disuse and are groaning and complaining at us for making them work so hard, so the grace I am trying to show my kids is to forgive them when they are having difficulty, encourage them to keep trying, and keep showing them how even making an effort has made the house a more pleasant place to live. The key to making this work better is not only be a good example and to confess when you become a horrible warning, but also to be consistent and quick with the rewards and to keep your attention focused on catching them doing something right.
As I have been working on this for a few weeks my evaluation in terms of my blog title is as follows:
The good: Our house is generally more peaceful, even during times of extreme stress and even with hormonal women. Progress is slowly being made. Philippians 4:3-8 has been memorized and some kids are even applying it.
The bad: I am not consistent with giving money. To help this problem, I just tell the kids when to get money and how much to take. Sometimes, when I try to teach kids a more respectful way to make a request, they sulk, refuse to think for themselves and even try to refuse to say it "my way." Or they will say it my way with gritted teeth and glaring at the person or at me or at both of us. This has created discussions about how showing respect involves words, tone and body language. I have had very few kids tell me of a sibling's respectful request, even though I am sure that respectful requests are being made.
The ugly: The strong willed ones would rather lose money than apologize/admit that they were wrong. The kids have gone through a period of time erroneously thinking that they can ignore my requests at times, prompting a family meeting to review how requests should be handled so that momma no longer turns into Mt. Vesuvius when she has had to make a request for the third time. Mt. Vesuvius is not very respectful.
If you have any suggestions for improvement, leave a comment.